Nothing's changed...
...except that i've missed blogging and i really missed the "guys" here. November had been a hard month for me that i had to stop some of the things i do and that blogging was one of the. I had to re-assess my work, my life and iron out the wrinkles before my head explodes. Pressure was everywhere and i was confused on where to start.
The work for the year end was too much, preparing the annual reports, Key Plant Indicators (KPIs) had to be assessed to get a snapshot of the business unit's performances. Summaries were computed and analyzed for a presentation to the big bosses who were very hard to please (ganito yata ang mga boss, walang kasiyahan...kuha mo lahat ng objectives yet kulang pa, palaging may hinahanap). Budgets for 2005 were prepared and reviewed and trimmed down over and over. Meetings, both nonsense and no-nonsense, were here, there and everywhere...these bore you to death plus add the regular maintenance works that were done regularly at the site. Definitely, work destroys blogging.
Then there were these personal issues which added the spice, an arguement with a colleage plus a misunderstanding with one of my best friend. Forgiving and forgetting had been very hard but the spirit of the holidays helped a lot. Everything was settled and now we act as if nothing ever happened. Then i've been missing my family who were in Cebu...i spent my Christmas alone and i have resorted to a non-stop drinking when loneliness dictates. I was sick (literally) and tired of this solitary I had to fly to Cebu to be with them on the New Year and at least made this day meaningful. Sometimes you forget to be on track when loneliness persists...but i've realized and learned from my mistakes and intend not to be careless again...there is no looking back.
And i've missed my friends here at the blogsphere...i was not actively writing posts but when the urge comes, i open up each site and read, i was around. And i sincerely thank most of them who have not forgotten, some persist on having me back despite of me being a snob and i came back. When i decided to close shop, i intended not to come back anymore. But i realized that i love blogging and i love the friends in here.
Some changed afterall...
...except that i've missed blogging and i really missed the "guys" here. November had been a hard month for me that i had to stop some of the things i do and that blogging was one of the. I had to re-assess my work, my life and iron out the wrinkles before my head explodes. Pressure was everywhere and i was confused on where to start.
The work for the year end was too much, preparing the annual reports, Key Plant Indicators (KPIs) had to be assessed to get a snapshot of the business unit's performances. Summaries were computed and analyzed for a presentation to the big bosses who were very hard to please (ganito yata ang mga boss, walang kasiyahan...kuha mo lahat ng objectives yet kulang pa, palaging may hinahanap). Budgets for 2005 were prepared and reviewed and trimmed down over and over. Meetings, both nonsense and no-nonsense, were here, there and everywhere...these bore you to death plus add the regular maintenance works that were done regularly at the site. Definitely, work destroys blogging.
Then there were these personal issues which added the spice, an arguement with a colleage plus a misunderstanding with one of my best friend. Forgiving and forgetting had been very hard but the spirit of the holidays helped a lot. Everything was settled and now we act as if nothing ever happened. Then i've been missing my family who were in Cebu...i spent my Christmas alone and i have resorted to a non-stop drinking when loneliness dictates. I was sick (literally) and tired of this solitary I had to fly to Cebu to be with them on the New Year and at least made this day meaningful. Sometimes you forget to be on track when loneliness persists...but i've realized and learned from my mistakes and intend not to be careless again...there is no looking back.
And i've missed my friends here at the blogsphere...i was not actively writing posts but when the urge comes, i open up each site and read, i was around. And i sincerely thank most of them who have not forgotten, some persist on having me back despite of me being a snob and i came back. When i decided to close shop, i intended not to come back anymore. But i realized that i love blogging and i love the friends in here.
Some changed afterall...
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